It's been quite some time since my last list of observations, so I thought I'd send another few gems your way! Here they are in no particular order:
* Having no heater for two weeks in January is pretty miserable.
* January now how 33 days. Who knew?
I showed the kid this slip today and asked him what day he wanted to make up the test. His response: "On Thursday," like it was absolutely no big deal that he had created a few extra days in January.
* A boy asked me today (and I quote), "Ms. Erickson, what state is New York in?" I didn't even TRY to hold back my laughter for that one.... * I feel like a church greeter when I do yard duty by the bus gate. As much as I dislike yard duty in the cold (or ever), it is kind of nice making the little goobers say good morning to me and smile. * Apparently these kiddos were never taught that your and you're are two different words. But, it makes me feel slightly better about them when adults can't seem to figure it out either. Or does it frighten me?? * Did you know that if you do something "half fast," you're not putting forth your full effort? Quote from a persuasive essay: "...without having to worry about getting it done half fast." Yup. * I love the witty ones. I was going over directions with my class and I asked them what we do next...one kid pipes up, "drop it like it's hot." Uh huh. I had to laugh about that one on the inside as I wrote the kid a detention slip. * Taylor Swift's song "Safe and Sound" from the Hunger Games movie is amazing. It's been on repeat. If you don't own it yet, make it happen. * I miss 8th grade. I'd love to be able to reach 8th grade again.
* I miss all my kiddos from last year. I was spoiled. I'm hoping I feel the same about these goobers next year. :)
* If you want to pull your kid out of school and homeschool him because I gave him a detention for plagiarism, feel free. Best of luck to you. True story.
Here is another poem from quite a few years back. It seems appropriate for a day like today...
I gave you The tears to cry So I'll catch them When they fall They parallel mine Gracing your cheek I hear your call Your heart breaking Piece by piece Mine crumbles too Can you believe me When I say Child, I love you
Yesterday I posted a poem that I wrote over three years ago--October of '08--Someday.
During October of 2008, I was:
*finishing my credential classes and preparing to student teach
*working in the student union at CSULB (and not loving it)
*living in an apartment in LB with Jess and Christina
*involved in the Bethany college group
*enjoying some Dodger games with friends
*seeing WICKED (twice in one month)
*enjoying Disneyland regularly
*finishing up one chapter of my life
*preparing for a chapter unknown...
In October of 2008, I didn't know if I would stay in Long Beach after graduation or move back to Bakersfield. I didn't know if I would find a teaching job anywhere or even be able to sub. I had no idea what my future held.
But I did know one thing: I desired to get married and have a family someday.
When the world around me was so unsure, my heart spoke the words of Someday into my hands.
I can honestly say that in October of 2008, if asked where I thought I'd be in January of 2012, I would have never answered teaching at Warren Junior High and living at home with my mom.
Yet, here I am, and I am content. Of course my heart still desires to get married and start a family. Growing up, I never thought I'd be 26 and single, but I am, and I'm fine. I know whole heartedly that my God is sovereign. His ways are definitely not my ways, and His thoughts are not my thoughts. He knows me far better than I know myself. He holds my future and my present in His hands.
He is giving me so many amazing experiences that I'm sure I would not have had if I would have married young and started a family right away--traveling to Europe, riding in a helicopter into the Grand Canyon, flying a helicopter, going in a hot air balloon, and traveling to the East Coast to name a few.
I praise God for His perfect plan. I praise God for the future He has for me. I praise God for helping me to enjoy this time of my life as I wait for what may come.
(I came across my old poetry notebook tonight. I thought I'd share a few of my old poems on the blog.)
I want to love you more Each moment of each passing day As I watch you turn my skies To blue from deepest grey I want to cling to your hand As you hold onto my heart I want to ache deeply inside Each moment we're apart I want to learn to trust you As easily as I breathe I want to love and laugh with you With you I want to dream I want to become your beloved wife Your confidant and your best friend I want to build a life with you That only death may end For I know God's plan is perfect Though it's mixed with joy and tears We will have trials and victories As we serve Him through the years I want to see our Savior Each time I look at you Knowing that His strength is always Sufficient to see us through
So I pray that God will hold these hopes As we travel our separate ways And prepare our hearts for this great journey Until we meet someday
When I was asked this question as a child, I gave many different answers. Here are a few in alphabetical order (because I can't figure out their order of importance):
How did these dreams and aspirations originate? Well, they say I was a bit dramatic (actress); I wanted to travel and see the world (ambassador--although I'm not even sure how I knew what an ambassador was as a child. It was probably all that news and 20/20 I watched); I loved learning about space (astronaut); the news was my favorite TV show (news anchor); I love(d) being up in the sky (pilot); and my mom was a teacher (teacher).
I sometimes wonder how teacher won out. At first glance, it seems like the least exciting profession listed above, and it was never at the top of my list growing up--it was just what I always knew. I know I decided against actress and news caster because I am quite competitive by nature. These careers are all about competition, and I didn't want to fail. I decided a life of trying and failing or trying harder and harder to get ahead wasn't for me. This isn't to say that I couldn't have done it, but God led my heart away from it (and I was never a great actress--let's me honest). I certainly admire those that are actors and news anchors--those that toughed it out and succeeded. The ambassador route was never taken seriously because I didn't really know what they did or how to go about becoming one. During high school, I realized that science wasn't my strength, so I ruled out pilot and astronaut. It seems as if teacher won by process of elimination.
Ultimately, I know that it was God's sovereignty that led me into this profession. It was His spirit that led my heart to choose this path as opposed to another, but I still sometimes wonder how my life would be different had I chosen a different career path.
I still look at that list with an element of longing. They are still the dreams of my childhood...
Fortunately, I have gotten a slight taste of what some of these careers may have been like:
Actress: I did it in high school and loved it. I act in front of my students every single day. That'll have to do.
News anchor: I did get to be on the news a few times, and I had a blast (but I've been told to stick with my day job).
Pilot: I do get to fly a helicopter sometime soon. I'll keep you posted on how I like it. :)
Now if only I could get a taste of what being an ambassador or an astronaut would be like, my childhood dreams would be fulfilled. :)
And who knows, maybe God has something else lined up for my future! I'll do the very best I can with where He has me now, and keep my mind and heart open to His plans for my future.
What were your dreams as a child?? Answer this question for me: When you grow up, what do you want to be???
In thinking back through last year (and honestly searching through the blog and Facebook to try to remember all of last year), I created a top 11 list.
The following are my top 11 experiences from 2011(kind of in order, but not really):
11. Leaving Thompson and going to Warren.
Although I wasn't happy about it at first, and although it's not always easy, I have learned a lot about myself and God's provision through the move. You can read more about my heart toward the move initially here., packing up my old classroom here, moving day here, setting up the new room here, and the room really getting put together here. Obviously, this was a big part of my year last year. :)
10. Traveling to Europe on VACATION!
I had been to Europe a few times prior to last summer, but never just for fun. You can check out all of my European Adventures beginning here. And if you're really bored, there's plenty more where that came from!
9. Getting to see Nicole three times in one year.
Nicole lives too far away. First, she lived all the way in Georgia. Now, she lives all the way in stinkin' England. But, I was fortunate enough to be able to see her three times this year--far more than I did when she lived in Georgia. The first visitation happened in England beginning here!
8. Planking on top of the Eiffel Tower.
Planking is awesome. The Eiffel Tower is awesome. I got to plank on the top of the Eiffel Tower--I must be awesome. :) Here is the post and picture of that awesomeness!
7. Not going to Ireland.
Ok, this may not seem like a "highlight," and I'm still bummed that we didn't get to go, but it sure made for one great memory! PLEASE please read the story here. You'll laugh, you'll cry, you'll wish you were there to not make it to Ireland with us. "N as in NEVER GOING TO GET TO IRELAND AT THIS RATE!"
6. Meeting Brian Regan!
Getting to meet my favorite comedian was an unforgettable experience. He is so down to earth and so stinking funny!
I didn't blog back when I met Brian Regan, so here's a picture for you!
5. Two new cousins and a new step-nephew being born.
I love these three so much. I am so blessed that they are now a part of my life. I can't wait to watch them grow up and change. Read about my amazing little cousins here.
4. Learning more and growing closer to God.
It's my goal now each year to read the whole Bible. I never want this to become a check off to-do list activity. but a discipline. From this (and from my incredible church and home group), I have learned more about my God and who I am in Him. I pray for an even deeper relationship this upcoming year. Here is just one example of this...
3. Getting to be on TV!
My mom and I got to be on Eyewitness news toward the end of last year. Cambi Brown and Sean Collins came to our house and installed a CO detector. Although we had to wake up super early, we had a blast. And, we made a new friend. Cambi, you're the best! Here's the whole story (and a clip!).
2. Buying my first car.
I feel like such a big girl now. I have my very own car. Josie is great. Please read more about her here!
1. Riding a helicopter into the Grand Canyon.
One of the most amazing things I have EVER done! I can't even describe it to you. I can't wait to actually fly a helicopter on my own!!! Read more about my adventure HERE!
And here's to hoping that 2012 will have more than 12 amazing adventures ahead! Cheers!
Remember a while back when my mama and I were on the news? I was a one word wonder that day. You can check to see a refresher here if you've forgotten. :)
Well, last Saturday, we had lunch with Aaron Perlman and Cambi Brown after church (yes, church was on Saturday this last weekend), and Mom asked if they'd give us a tour of the news room some day. She shared with them my childhood (or maybe ongoing) obsession with the news, how my neighbor and I used to play newscaster, and how my favorite show was always the news. (Still no idea why, people, but it's true).
They invited us to come this morning and sit in the "studio audience." When we got to the studio, Aaron showed us around and then sat us in the "audience" (two chairs just off to the side from the news desk). It may seem like no big deal to them, but we loved it! It's so neat to see how it all works and comes together.
Then, during one of Aaron's weather segments, he called me over to do the weather with him--yes, it was that impromptu. I looked quite silly (it's really harder than it looks!), but it was lots of fun. I stood in front of the green screen and kept pointing the wrong way to things (everything is flipped over there), and of course I didn't have a mic, so I just stood and laughed and pointed--not my best work. I guess it's better that I stick to teaching and let Aaron handle the weather. He's great at it.
Here's a little video clip that I rigged up (I videoed the clip playing back on the DVR on our TV with my phone and uploaded it on here). The sound isn't that great, but you can see me pointing like a madwoman. :)
After the news ended, Mom and I climbed up in the chairs and played "news anchor."
Me slightly giddy!
We are "reporting" some serious news! (or trying to look serious)
Thanks Eyewitness News for letting us crash the newsroom today. We had a blast!